Thoughts:

Last week I spent a considerable amount of time within the jail. A baptism, two interviews, and the early stages of a new artist program filled my days. As I am spending more time, during each visit, I am noticing more ill-effects, which has given me a more personal insight into the lives of the counselors that work with these offenders, day in and day out. It has also given me a greater insight into the effects on the offenders – those incarcerated, as well.

There is a negativity and an energy of anger that permeates the room when they are occupied. It is inescapable and palpable. During his final days at the jail, Allan Miles even talked about it. “It’s everywhere” he said. “I try to ignore it but it’s impossible.”

During my interview with Alfonso, which lasted just over two hours, I noticed it more than ever before, and, even though Alfonso was not angry during the interview, the subject matter was – and the subject matter was his life.

During my time with the eight inmates, during the artists session, I became much more aware of what Allan had been talking about: the dynamics between individuals. And this sparked a great deal of thought within me.

Even though a facility, like the Davidson County Jail, provides programs, guidance, and respect to those incarcerated, the element of this hostility – of this ingrained oppression that permeates the surroundings, is always present and counter-acting.

This is not to say that the programs, or the initiatives, are not working or worthwhile, it is just a question that has me wondering if more can be done. To that question I think everyone involved would say yes.

Drug court is certainly one of those answers, but Drug Court cannot handle the masses in need.

My position is not one of judgment, but rather one of exploration. I can honestly say that the efforts are tremendous and, in many cases, really working. I also know that Sheriff Hall is dedicated to finding additional ways to affect a change in those that pass through this institution.

In order for this to happen, legislation needs to be passed. Our political leaders need to be involved, as some already are. Senator Henry is one of those leaders.

For now I will continue to tell the story, in the fragmented bits and pieces as it unfolds, as my part to create awareness and further change.

Until next time….